Oh, I'm so happy today.
Many things seems to turn out a lot better!!
Meet Eunice today and we wanted to go Long john Silver for breakfast, then went KFC but all to no avail. It’s 10.52am, Long John said they no longer have breads to make sandwich and KFC said they no longer have breakfast. In the end, we had handmade noodles instead.
I want Texas chicken!
Meet Eunice’s friend Samuel and went King Albert Park McDonalds to meet his friends. Almost everyone is ex-Zhenghua peeps! A batch after me, I suddenly felt so old there! Hahaa! (:
They sort of entertained me and I had finally distress myself from all the laughter and lame jokes I heard. I seriously felt that I haven’t met youngsters for a long time already and I feel that my heart is aging rapidly. Talking about HSD and LSD. People I’m talking to are mostly older than me and I don’t really have many friends younger and childish. I think I’m like a 20 year old looking and 40 year old elderly lady at heart. I’m felt so old deep inside. NOOOOoooooo! Head back to school for fyp, I hope I can contribute more! I don’t want to be a fucking lecher of the group; it made me felt useless and lousy.
Recently I had been spending my time online reading articles, lesser on Facebook, trying to kick the habit. The only game I play now is Country Story. I don’t even feel like going online to chat with people.
By the way, yesterday heard this when I’m going to the toilet. A guy opens the classroom door shouting to his friends, ‘Hey! You got smell a smelly smell from the toilet or not?’ and I went into the toilet bursting into laughter with ah bun.
Is ‘smell’ the only word in his dictionary?
I read this a few days ago and I felt sorry for them and touching as well.
HOME > BREAKING NEWS > SINGAPORE > STORY
Nov 30, 2009
MUMBAI ATTACKS
Pain still remains
Constant reminders and memories haunt life of dead victim's husband
Photographs of a radiant young woman on her wedding day greet you as soon as the lift door opens to Mr Michael Puhaindran's condominium apartment. --ST PHOTO: DESMOND WEE
PHOTOGRAPHS of a radiant young woman on her wedding day greet you as soon as the lift door opens to Mr Michael Puhaindran's condominium apartment.
Stepping inside the two-bedroom unit in Marine Parade, it is clear that his late wife, Ms Lo Hwei Yen, is still mistress of the home in which he now lives alone.
It has been a year since the 28-year-old lawyer was taken hostage and shot to death by terrorists in Mumbai but her presence pervades the home she shared with the man she married in June 2007.
Her books line the shelves along with his in the living room. The novel she had taken along for her trip to the Indian city - The Girls Of Riyadh - is there too, with her bookmark still at the page she had stopped at.
Her clothes still hang in the wardrobe and her half-used toiletries remain in the bathroom.
He knows she is not coming back but the grief and pain of finding her body in her room on the 19th floor of the Oberoi Trident Hotel have been with him throughout the year she has been gone.
多少人，相爱都不能在一起，如果没有好好珍惜心爱的人，必定是此生最大的遗憾
有些时候，少怨一点，多包容一点，多体谅一点，不是很好吗？
不知道要多久，她先生才能把这份伤心遗忘
不论得沉浸在哀伤里多久，日子还是得过。
人生，根本别无选择。或许，有些事是注定的，人类渺小得很呢。
对于我们无法改变和妄成末及的事， 命定如此， 我们只能学会看开。
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I'm so irritated! I don't want to tell anyone anymore! It's fucking stressing me up!
IM SO STRESS NOW.
Project sucks. Fund raising sucks. Home sucks. Borrowing of equipment sucks. iphone plan sucks. Why do I need to do all these shits. Plus so many questions directed to me, it's adding on to my intense mood and I feel extremely uncomfortable with being such a slave now.
I haven't prepare application details yet.
There's so much to prepare and I haven't done a single shit.
AHHHHHHHH..OH MY GOSH!
If I ever fail, how am i suppose to face people's question.
My friend went for 24th Nov interview and she didn't get in. She's nearly perfect and even she failed. It made my morals go low. I think my chances are near to the ground : (
Oh my! Please encourage me! I need your advices now.
I'm sorry. I really don't know how to say nice things when I'm stressed up and depressed. And I can't be bothered to act to be a nice girl and please people.
PS: I did not block anyone!. I just private my blog for an hour.
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The Amazing Benefits of Wearing a Smile
It seems that nothing has more power to elevate a mood than the impact of a genuine smile. Surprisingly enough, the benefits of a smile extend not only to the recipient of the warm gesture but also to the smile's originator.
Yes, the old quotation may be true.
“A smile is a little curve that sets a lot of things straight.”
Benefits of a smile: A healthier immune system
Various studies conducted over the years have shown that smiling and laughter can boost the functioning of the immune system. This may help to reduce your risk of developing everything from the common cold to chronic diseases such as cancer.
Could there be a less expensive medicine than this?
(:
Benefits of a smile: Helps to relieve stress
Smiling and laughter helps to promote release of a “feel good” group of hormones called endorphins. These are the same group of hormones responsible for the runners high you hear so much about. If you don't have time to get to the gym for a hard run, try adding a smile and a bit of laughter to boost these natural, stress relieving hormones.
Benefits of a smile: A smile is beautiful
Why do females spend thousands of dollars on makeup and cosmetic procedures to look more attractive and then walk around with a scowl on their faces? The most beautiful face in the world won't be pleasing with down turned lips and a sour expression. In contrast, a plain face can be transformed by the power of a smile. If you want to look better, try adding a genuine smile.
Benefits of a smile: A smile inspires others
When you smile at a stranger you not only boost your own health and beauty, you also send a positive message that can potentially change someone else's mood for the better. The stranger you graced with your smile may go on to pass the kindness to someone else. Who knows how far your original smile will travel?
Benefits of a smile: Smiling can increase your chances for success
When you smile, you appear confident and capable. Given the choice between two equally qualified job candidates, the smiling candidate is going to be perceived as being more of a team player and easier to work with. Who do you think is more likely to get the job offer?
The next time you're tempted to face the world with a frown, remember another old quotation. “It takes seventeen muscles to smile and forty-three to frown”.
SO DEAR,
SMILE!!!! (:
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I felt down in the dumps. The more I read about the scandalous life of theirs', the more it made me think, will I become one of them one day if I were to be successful? Why is it so different from what I thought? Why is it so? I don’t understand. My intentions to get the job is pure. My passion wants me to fulfill my dream and I will never want to lead a life regretting, whining. I just love the job. Yes, I really don't care whether it's glamorous or not. just to satisfy myself and 'blend in'. Yes, nothing is stopping me, definitely! My set my mind on it, I'll willingly to place my life on it, so what's the big deal of losing it. But I just wonder. I'm scared. I want to be successful in life, no matter what it takes for me to lose. I am readily well prepared to sacrifice everything. I don’t know why it matters so much to me, in my entire life; I had never yearned for something so much. I must achieve it no matter what it takes. 1 year, 2 years, even all the way down the road.
The day would be approaching soon, much faster than I thought. I look at the calendar today, 02 Dec 2009. I could remember it clearly, 1 month ago; I just celebrated my birthday at Changi Airport. Time flies. I don’t have much youth to waste regretting and giving up on something I long for. I don’t have time and enough breathe to explain for myself, as long I live with a clear conscious. I can’t explain how afraid I am. My mind is filled with the thoughts of everything related to them, all day long. That’s everything that occupies my mind.
I think, I’m kind of lost now, in my thoughts, my own world.
I felt kind of sick and weak now.
I no longer know, what is good and bad, what is positive and negative,
How to even differentiate all these. Tell me please.
I want to pick myself up.
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我们每个人都需要这样的朋友
我们每个人都需要这些不同性别和种类的朋友。
在我们的人生，他们影响我们的思想，
伴随我们成长，一起经历欢喜悲伤。
他们甚至和男女朋友一样重要。不管是同性，还是异性，
爱情或者会失去，真心友谊却可以长存。
‘男人来来去去，朋友不离不弃。’自有一番妙理。
除了女性朋友，我好想要懂我的红颜知己。
你好珍贵，我希望你绝对不要爱上我。
这么可贵的友谊， 进一步的发展让我胆怯。
我好珍惜你们的友情，能不能就在我身边，做我一辈子的好朋友？
我和男友伤心难过时，陪在我身边，
借我靠着你的肩膀大哭一场。
你永远不会对我有非份之想，永远不会要占有我，
永远不会让我为了你难过。永远，做我无条件的好友。
我们每个人都需要这样的朋友
你们认识很多年。 一起经历风风雨雨，
你知道， 你绝对可以信任他。
在他面前最坦率，无须隐瞒什么。
彼此互相了解，是最懂对方的人。
看着彼此一起成长，一次次的坠入爱河，一次次的失恋。
不论开心还是难过，你们相知相惜。
你们不需要害怕将来会不会失去联络，
因为彼此都清楚不过，没有一方会放弃这样的友谊。
你若偶尔不联络我，我烦都要烦死你。
我们每个人都需要这样的朋友
他很年轻，你感觉心境年老的时候，他让你仿佛有看见了童年。
他很单纯，不懂心机，虽然不懂人情世故，但很善良。
和他在一起，你可以卸下装备，做最原始的自己。
他不会看不起你，不告诉你， 你哪里不够好。
所以，我很爱小孩，因为他们拥有最可贵的童真。
童年和做人的“真”。
好可悲，我们多数人踏入社会都会失去这份‘真诚’。
我们每个人都需要这样的朋友
他很有智慧，你对人生彷徨的时候，他可以指引你正确的道路，
告诉你， 你该何去何从。
你对人生的疑惑，对你不了解的感情问题，
男人女人的纠纷，他可以帮你一一化解。
让你守得云开见月明。 我相信，我们每个人的生命里，
绝对不能缺少这样的朋友或长辈，
因为，他们的知识，绝对你最珍贵的宝藏。
我们每个人都需要这样的朋友
他人脉很广。你需要找朋友帮忙时，有他最好。
所谓在外靠朋友嘛。
我们每个人都需要这样的朋友
他很直接。 绝对不会只说你爱听的话。
我们真的好需要这样的朋友。
‘你今天好漂亮。 ’， ‘你气质好好。 ’
从他嘴巴说出来的话，绝对真心可信。没有敷衍或假惺惺。
虽然不太中听，但是一字千金。
如果你喜欢听真话，可以和我做朋友。我很直。
我们每个人都需要这样的朋友
他眼光很好。对时尚触觉敏锐，一起逛街最棒。
通常我们都有卖东西拿不定主意时，问他最好不过。
还很会杀价，绝对不嘴软， 我们需要省钱找就他！
如果你很会杀价，请你做我的做朋友！我超没胆的。
我们每个人都需要这样的朋友
他人很nice。 时时都关心着你。绝对不会跟你生气。
让你知道，你永远都不是一个人孤军奋战。
尤其，情绪低落时，他总是能陪伴在你身边，
当个最温馨的支持角色。可能是知心朋友，或红颜知己。
偶尔传个温馨的简讯，关心你。
我们每个人都需要朋友。
谢谢命运让我有幸认识你，那绝对是缘分， 是我的幸福！（ ：
让我们把握这样难能可贵的友情，让它延续下去。
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I didn’t know the feeling of being drunk is so horrible.
I will be a sober from now on.
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如果岁月流逝，会减退我的记忆，
会让我忘记我曾经义无反顾地爱过一个人，
忘记了他的温柔，忘记了他为我做的一切。因为我不再爱他了。
原来，我们的爱情败给了岁月。
爱情让人忘记时间，时间使人忘记爱情。
每样东西都有它的正和反面。
我的爱情像陀螺一样转动， 我从来不知道，
即将转出来的那一面，是快乐或痛苦，是爱还是恨。
爱情也是一种没有专利权的发明，随时会给人抢走, 所以我保不住你。
当我莫天回首， 看着我今天所写的一切，我会傻笑。
我曾经以为不可失去的人，原来并非不可失去。
流干了眼泪， 伤心欲绝，然后发现不爱我的人，根本不值得为之伤心，
情尽时，自有另一番新境界，
所有的悲哀也只不过写入我人生的专列， 纳入历史。
可是我会庆幸，我曾经，可以那么单纯的爱着一个人。
我会看着，那只丑小鸭怎么变成白天鹅。
坦然，骄傲地活着。
今天，见到了你。
本来好好的。
你知道吗，我有多假装不在乎。
我本来觉得我可能恨你。
在我见到你的时候，就原谅你了。
我知道，说不定，我恨你，会好过很多。
我的心，至少可以比现在少痛很多很多。
原来 为了你 我还会那么心痛。
连看着照片 都开始想念 那些回忆，始终都保留它的价值。
我居然，一天都没有忘记。
房间里，你曾经送我的礼物，我到现在，都舍不得扔掉。
虽然，我真的很想扔掉算了。
我怕我后悔时，会到垃圾槽里捡回来。
曾经，我为了你而活得那么快乐
曾经，我为了你而过得那么痛苦， 那些眼泪流不尽的夜晚， 我是怎么过的。
分手后，我快乐吗？
你知道吗。你真的伤我很深， 因为我曾经爱你那么多， 那么多。
当你在我背后，做对不起我的事的时候，你想过我的感觉吗？
我会在发现以后，因该怎么面对， 什么时候，我才可以忘记这段伤心的记忆。
为什么？ 你当时都没有顾虑我的感觉？
就那么轻易做让我伤心难过的事。
就像别人说的，很明显，你不在乎。
不在乎我的感觉，不在乎我会有多心痛希望。
就算这样，我还是没有办法生气。
你载我回家的时候，我真的很不想下车。
因为我到家了， 这代表我们今生不知道何时才能再见。。。
你不知道吗，你只需要开口。
停在任何地方，就算，陪你看着天空发呆，我也会的。
下车的时候，留恋的看了一眼我曾经的位子，那个曾经，属于我的你。
我只留下一句简单的‘谢谢和再见’甩头就走。
是啊。再见。再也不见。
或者，有一天，我忘记了这段伤心的回忆，我可以再次坦然的和你说说笑笑。
但绝对不是现在。我怕。。。我或许会舍不得。
今生，不再有交际，或者对我们两个都好。
我的痛，会随着岁月逐渐的淡化。
我知道，这是成长的代价， 我们每一个人，都必须为这份情感付出。。 。
为一个人，痛过，哭过，付出过，笑过，傻过。。。
谢谢你曾经让我那样快乐。
就今晚，我放纵自己想你最 后一次。
就算明天多不好过，我会勇敢地面对。
微笑着对将来的困难说，你绝对难不倒我，因为我比你坚强！
我听过这样一段台词，让我不能忘怀
“留情容易，守情难, 动心容易，痴心难。 ”
相爱太难，相守更难。
在爱情里，相爱的总是互相伤害，留下的，只有遗憾 。
我会相信， 遗憾，也是一种幸福。因为还有令我遗憾的事情。
亲爱的你，请你，活得和我一样好。
不论天涯海角， 我微笑着， 祝福着你。
因为，我曾经是那么爱你。
这么深切的感情，我会珍惜，再次好无保留地爱着下一个值得的人！
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I want to go Hello kitty fair!
Someone please go with me...
But it cost $35 for the entrance fee for individual.
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